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Monday, May 18, 2009 '
Monday sucks.
Argh. Mondays.
Spend like, 1 hour and 30 minutes in the hall. standing.
During singing the school song, I felt dizzy. Then I suddenly fainted.
Cant remember much what happen.
My friends told me that I fainted on time when the school song finish. Lol?
I didnt eat breakfast.
I guess thats why I fainted.
Thanks to some of my classmate who helped me. (:

-sigh-
The wall at Blok A staircase havent done, repaint.
Feel like killing my teacher.
We are all tired after 1 whole week continously work.
He inform us the last minute to repaint everything.
Wattahell lah, bagus if you help us paint.
Having lots of cram right now.
Craving to go body "massage" (correct me if im wrong) . XD

I guess theres a LOT of homework to do.
Nooooooo! T.T

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Thursday, May 14, 2009 '
Anymore.
You said you and me
Nothing else can come between, uh
Cold-hearted, words to say
To the one that gave, that heart you took away
I asked for joy, you gave me pain
I asked for sun, you gave me rain
I can't take no more,
I can't brief the rain
And turn around and face the storm

[Bridge:]
So here we go again with a lovefight
Nowadays I feel like I ain't doin' nothing right
I mean the signs were always there, guess it wasn't right
But now I see the light, yeah

[Chorus:]
I'm not gon' stay here and cry
I'm out the door
I just don't have the strength anymore
I'm not gonna stay here and fight with you no more
Cause I just don't have the strength anymore
I just don't have the strength anymore
Cause I just don't have the strength anymore






Wednesday, May 13, 2009 '
Argh!
Been busy since last week.
Last wednesday, me & my friends clean the art room.
Damn it was so damn dirty.
Wednesday - Friday. So tiring.
This week, had "mural".
ARGH.
Stress.
Deadline this Friday.
Teacher last minute inform us. ):
Now we are half way painting the wall.
Sigh. Hopefully done by tomorrow.

Today, got spotcheck.
The whole block.
Wattahell?
So many "dogs", if you know what I mean.
Fucking annoying.
I brought my phone to school today.
But gave to my class teacher.
She forgot to give me back when school finish.
She went home.
FUCKKKKKKKK.
I miss my phone. ):
Gotta wait til tomorrow.
SIGH.



Friday, May 8, 2009 '
Let it be.
Now you're telling me that you still love me.
Wattahell.
I'm so confused.
I got no idea why I accept him back. Lol.
Oh well, let it be.





Tuesday, May 5, 2009 '
S-H-O-C-K-E-D
This morning, as usual, we bully each other.
I punch you, you punch me, i punch your face, you arm lock me very pain,
I cried.
Then you were like "siak-siak"-ing me, after that send me to my class and leave me.
My friends were in shocked, saw me crying in the morning. Lol.
After that, everything went ok. My girlfriends cheered me up, thanks guys. (:
No study today. Slept for half an hour then wake up with all my sweat on my arms. Lol.
During recess, as usual, with my friends and some of the form 5's.
Talked about exams and the form 1 students. Nowdays, mostly form 1 and 2's always disturb the morning section classes. (well, to all the classes near the staircases)
Some of them make noise or running around outside our classes. Lol.
After school, had team "meeting" with my friends and him.
You hold my hands again, just like yesterday. I dont understand.
It's so all of sudden.
After team "meeting" finish, went to the canteen with him.
& again, you hold my hands when we were sitting down next to each other.
After that, went to the hall.
Walk around to check the "Seni Kreatif" board, our AJK pictures.
Damn, I looked so retarded in the picture. Hahaha!
When we were standing at the side of the hall door, you kissed my cheek.
I was like, wattahell? All of sudden this.
Then I just smiled at you as usual.
Then few minutes later, you were looking at the hall, and so was I.
Then when I turn my head, you put your face nearer to me, and I accidenly kissed your cheeks.
Lol, you did that on purposely right? O_O
Then, another few minutes passed, you kissed my lips.
Which make me totally S-H-O-C-K-E-D.
Is that on purpose?
After that, you smiled at me. You're freaking me out.
What was that?
I dont understand.
Totally blurred out.
Then it was time for me to go, you send me home.
Lol, that's weird. Suddenly so "rajin" send me home.
Hoping that you're gonna tell me what was that just now, at the hall door.

-you replied-

When I asked you why did you kissed me, you answered me, "I dunno."
I replied, "It's all of sudden?"
He replied, "Yeah."
It kept me wondering, why did you did that. Lol.
When I kept asking you who am I to you when you kissed me, you say as your k-mei.
I was like, wth?
I asked again, that kiss got meaning?
He say, "Meaning that i sayang you."
Sayang me? Lol?
I replied, as what?
He replied back, as my mei.
Does a k-gor kiss his own mei on the lips?
I'm totally blur right now.
I really dont really understand and why it happen so sudden?
Please tell me why.




Monday, May 4, 2009 '
Confused.
It kept me wondering.
This morning, dunno how you and me get so close together.
You bullied me like you used to. (obviously i bully him back.lol)
It's funny.
You arm locked me when i was gonna punch your arm, then i bite your arms 2 times.
And yes, left my bite marks on his arm. Haha!
During recess, you came to our usual recess place and sit.
I was with my friend eatting, you sat beside me.
We talk about banner competition this wednesday at your new gf's school, exams, and stuff.
It feels like normal to talk to him back like we used to.
After school, he bullied me again. Wattahell man, suddenly pop out from nowhere behind my back.
Are you a ninja or something? Lol.
I was totally blurred out when you hold my hands and play with my fingers.
And when you were doing the "pout" face, I did the same thing.
Then you went near to my cheek. Uhhm, cheek to cheek. Lol.
You really make me shocked.
After I left, my friend asked you,
"Eh, you and her couple back ady?"
You replied, "No."
Then my friend asked you, you and me hold hands as what.
You replied, "As bro and sis."
Lol.
So freaking shocked.

Change topic:
Exams finally overrr!

Doomsday coming soon. ):
Cant wait for school holiday, but confirm doomsday 1st.

Please holiday first! ):

Enjoy <3









Saturday, May 2, 2009 '
As long you're happy, boy.
It seems like yesterday you told me that you love me, and today you asked for breakup.
I dont understand you sometimes.
Anyway, my friend told me that you got a new girlfriend.
Why you dont want to tell me about that before?
We can stop our relationship whenever you want.
Yesterday was our 4th month anniversery.
You didnt even contact me for 1 whole day.
My friend told me that you went out with your friends and your new girlfriend.
I guess you had fun eh?
Why did you told my friend that you still love me when I asked him to ask you?
And now you say that, "I love you but I hate you."
You're such a weird asshole. No offence.
So, we did breakup.
He told my friend that he's happy without me in his life.
Lol? Good then.
Like I told you, as long you're happy, i'm happy.

After 2-3 days later, you sms me that you regret for breaking up and want me back, I'll laugh at you.

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